A Small Story

It's nearly impossible to find that special someone in your life and it’s EXACTLY impossible to expect that they find you as their special someone as well. I found mine few months back. It was just like a fairy tale came true. I first met her backstage during an event, I saw her dance performance which was beautiful I noticed few things and then we talked a bit, clicked pictures, one thing lead to another and I fell in Love.

I thought about her all day all night and as usual I discussed it with my friends next morning, which was a huge mistake. Basically, the person I love is everything for me; she is beautiful, intelligent, funny, cute, and sensitive and all other things that you can think of. She is pretty perfect from head to toe; she has it all including a boyfriend.

My friends started stalking her on social media the day before and found out that she is in a relationship, So they stopped doing that and told me while I was lost in my own story. I was more than surprised or you can say that I was flabbergasted (never used that word before). Tell me how would you feel when you realize that the person you want to spend the rest of your life with does not exist.

Anyways, so while I was in shock I received a request on Instagram and it was her. We exchanged numbers there and started texting. It’s been like 5 to 6 months now and we’re good friends now. I said good friends and not best friends as we all know how it goes. Lately, we’re having this conversation and from nowhere she said “Yeah! Obviously, because you are my BEST FRIEND”. This is the second time where I was flabbergasted. I told her that I’m not anything like that and I walked away. Being a best friend sucks, not because of any bad reason  It's just a feeling of being with someone that you want to tell everything but you can't tell the things that matters the most because you'll lose your friend which in this case is the worst thing that you can do to yourself. Then I watched AE DIL HAI MUSHKIL and felt a little bit better.

 Then I tried not to talk to her which went terribly right, we didn't talked for 9 to 10 days and the next time I saw her I forgot all that stuff and we started talking normally . Everytime I look her into her eyes something just happens, I’ve never seen such dark eyes with so much light in them which makes me blind. I haven’t told her about my feelings because I’m scared that she’ll avoid me after that but I do want to tell her that I respect and truly value our friendship. I might not be your best friend but I’ll never let you down.

I know many of us are going through some situation like this either the person we love is already with someone or they don’t feel the same way but it’s okay. That’s how life is. You might have heard “If you truly love someone then let them go, set them free to do whatever they want” According to Bhagavad Geeta, We all have souls that is eternal but our bodies are materialistic things. We have relationship at the bodily level and as we are in the body relationships are important. But Love is completely a different thing different from Relationships and Attachment. In addition to that anything that you’ll do now will only make things worse.

So, if you are in any of these situations just tell the person about your feelings honestly and just be with them. The truth is you are not going to have him/her against their will but you can spend certain time with them if you avoid acting like a jerk. Especially for guys out there, be a man. You are supposed to own things, to take a stand instead of finding ulterior motives to talk to her. I’ve written another blog about TRUE LOVE check it out and please try to make sense of not only what you think or say but also about the situation. I’ve experienced Love, Hatred, Heartbreak, Betrayal and so many things to count that believe me I can suggest you certain things to make your life less complicated.

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“When you like a flower, you just pluck it. But when you love a flower, you water it daily….. One who understand this, understand life….”

This is a work of fiction. All Names, characters and incidents are either the products of imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.